Loading title details and episodes...

Sirex

10 Things I Want To Do Before I Turn 40

As his 40th birthday approaches, Tojo Suzume quietly writes a list of things he wishes he'd done. When his younger subordinate discovers it and offers to help, the simple list pulls them into unexpected moments that begin to change their lives in ways neither planned.

IMDb 6.212 episodes2025HDU/A 16+

Romance•LGBTQ•International

Play Season 1 Episode 1

Watchlist

Share

Included with Prime

Japanese

Episode Related Details

S1 E1 - Episode One

July 5, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

Lonely office worker Tojo Suzume writes a secret "10 things before 40" list. When his younger coworker Tanaka Keishi finds it, he offers help.

Included with Prime

S1 E2 - Episode Two

July 12, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

Keishi steps into Suzume's life with surprising warmth. A simple outing for takoyaki becomes an unexpected date, and Keishi's sincerity toward the list gently pulls Suzume closer.

Included with Prime

S1 E3 - Episode Three

July 19, 2025 • 22m•U/A 16+

Their weekend date nearly collapses under sudden work, but they push through. Spending the entire day at aquarium, he begins to feel the subtle change in their bond.

Included with Prime

S1 E4 - Episode Four

July 26, 2025 • 22m•U/A 16+

During a project, Keishi unexpectedly reunites with an old friend, making Suzume doubt whether he's the right match for him. But a small act of care from Keishi reveals that Suzume's feelings may run deeper than he thought.

Included with Prime

S1 E5 - Episode Five

August 2, 2025 • 22m•U/A 16+

While shopping for new clothes, Suzume experiments with styles he's never tried. As they talk about work and past days, Suzume realizes Keishi has been watching him-quietly, attentively-for much longer than he knew.

Included with Prime

S1 E6 - Episode Six

August 9, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

Suzume grows self-conscious about his weight and wants to slim down before the company's annual health check, putting their list on pause. To keep things moving, Keishi suggests an alternative-trying a sport they can enjoy together.

Included with Prime

S1 E7 - Episode Seven

August 16, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

When Suzume needs a new pillow, the two end up furniture shopping together. Later, at a company dinner, a small slip from Keishi raises the suspicion of a sharp-eyed coworker.

Included with Prime

S1 E8 - Episode Eight

August 23, 2025 • 22m•U/A 16+

While Suzume is on a business trip to Osaka, the younger colleagues go out drinking and end up opening up about their worries. The next day, an unexpected mistake occurs at the office, and Suzume helps coordinate the fix from afar as everyone pulls together to handle the crisis.

Included with Prime

S1 E9 - Episode Nine

August 30, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

Suzume calls in sick, and Keishi visits to take care of him. Later, during a date, a coworker spots them together, forcing them to cover it up with a lie-one that hurts far more than either expected.

Included with Prime

S1 E10 - Episode Ten

September 6, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

To create some distance from Keishi, Tojo accepts a coworker's invitation to a barbecue. A conversation there leaves him deep in thought about what he truly wants.

Included with Prime

S1 E11 - Episode Eleven

September 13, 2025 • 23m•U/A 16+

Both men wrestle with their feelings separately. Keishi meets old friends for squash, talks with a past crush, and becomes emotional support for a colleague. Meanwhile, Suzume makes a painful decision.

Included with Prime

S1 E12 - Episode Twelve

September 20, 2025 • 22m•U/A 16+

With one final item left on his list-not being alone at 40-Suzume must decide whether to take the step that could change his life.

Included with Prime